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Happy to be Here

from Gone by today i am

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they say it get's easier
the further you're along but
i feel like a freak of nature
i feel like throwing up
i don't know where i'm going it
hurts to think that far ahead so
i'm just hangin on my best but i'm
starting to lose my grip and

i'm sorry that i'm not
what you thought i'd be by now
i'm so close to giving up
not sure why i stick around when

every day is something that i'm
not sure that i'll make it to the
end of so don't worry and
let's live today like we
won't get another
let's live today like we're
happy to be here

i'm happy to be here

it's hard when you fight yourself
at every fuckin turn well
heres to hoping it gets better
heres why it never will
they expect perfection in this
world full of abuse and
getting out is getting lucky
at least that's my excuse so

im sorry that im not
even close to what i could be
i think i'm too far gone so
let's pretend to believe that

every day is okay and i'm
not too worried about me so
please say something else -- like
let's live today like we
won't get another
let's live today like we're
happy to be here

i'm happy to be

here right now
even though im so burnt out
trying any thing that
i think i can handle
nothing yet to show
i'm still roughing out the edges
figuring things out but
it's never what they
say it gets easier
the further you're along but
i'm just a freak of nature
i am just fucked up and

every day is crushing oh and
nothing seems to help me i'm
not worth all this trouble so
let's live today like we
won't get another
let's just live today like we're
happy to be here

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from Gone, released August 4, 2021

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